The recent trip to Germany for the Akashic Record Classes was a magnificent success. The seminar was totally sold out. The participants were a delight to work with. New friendships were formed and existing ones gained on meaning and value. The level of teaching and healing was divinely profound and the energetic resonance was stronger than ever. I feel blessed and excited to return to the next class in May 2014.
Enjoying the warm Miami sun again, I allowed myself to take some much needed time out to reflect. In the stillness of this reflection arises the question, "What's in it for me"?
I know that it is not really about teaching how to access the Akashic Records. Even though I love this calling and recognize the divine purpose of it. Neither, about helping others to reach a new level of awareness. So what is the true purpose of expanding my work and reaching and teaching more people?
The answer I receive leaves me humbled.
It's about my transformation to a deeper level of love. I admit, that I've done that before. As a matter of fact, we all have done it before and will undergo this process frequently through out our lives, whether we are aware of it or not.
Since my teachings are all about awareness and consciousness, I embraced this lesson wholeheartedly and with determination. In other words, I want to move through this lesson as quickly as possible.
As I start the process of letting go of old hurts and outdated patterns, my body gives in and I watch myself becoming really sick. There is nothing else for me to do but to surrender and to allow the healing process to take place in its own time and manner. It takes exactly seven days for me to recover. Seven days of physical pain and misery. As I watch myself going through the growing process, shedding old beliefs and patterns, transforming into a new "me", I have to smile. I finally get it. The answer is "love". I have to love this process too, because this process is the most important part of this transformation. There is no newborn baby without the birthing process. The caterpillar doesn't become a butterfly without going through its metamorphosis, and I will not get to this new level of love without this process. As I finally surrender to this understanding, I am starting to heal. Within 24 hours I regained my strength and vitality again. I am not my old self because I do feel a new level of love, which I am deeply grateful for. "Thank you God for my healing."
It is my wish for you that you too allow yourself to go through your metamorphosis with love and peace. Recognize that there is always a deeper reason to all the things you are experiencing in your life. Ask yourself, "What's in it for me (to learn and love)", as you are looking for a new relationship, job or place to live and be loving with yourself in the process of it. You are worth it.
I am grateful to know you and sending you all my love.
Author; Akashic Records Teacher and Consultant