I feel honored that you take the time and effort to read this blog.
I really don't like to be expose myself to kind of spotlight or public attention. One of my greatest nightmares is to stand in front of a group of "strangers" giving a presentation. I would much rather join you in the audience, be entertained and maybe even learn something new.
Which brings up the question of, "Why am I writing books and giving presentations? Why do I agree to stand in the spot light?"
I do it because I love to help people to empower themselves! I love to witness when someone has an aha-moment, an awakening and finds new understanding with his or her challenges. I genuinely love to interact with people, listen to your stories and witness your lives transform into something you enjoy and feel proud of.
Everybody who reads this newsletter is in alignment with the same kind of energy. We are human individuals, who are separated by our skin, beliefs and attitudes. When in reality we are souls that have chosen to show up to this experience. In that sense, we are never separated by any limitations. We are all part of the same energy field. There is something within us that is present in every other person that shares this experience with us. This something ties us together and creates an energy field that goes far beyond our physical presence.
When we tap into this energy field with consciousness we will become aware of all the opportunities that are present in our lives. It is this experience that I want to share with you.
Let me start by telling you a little bit about my own journey to this energy field, which I call the Akashic Records.
I was an extremely special child. I grew up under very rare circumstances. At the age of three I already had custom made shoes that were so unique, they wouldn't fit on any other children's feet. It was a childhood out of a storybook similar to a Cinderella tale. The anecdote of a true transformation. The only difference between Cinderella and I was that no prince came to rescue me. It was, and still is, part of my life's purpose to find the rescuer within myself.
The cost of my shoes were about 1,000 German Marks. Please consider that this was already half a century ago, way before we knew about luxury brands that would elevate our self-esteem by wearing their high end products.
I was born with a dislocated hip, which resulted in my legs not growing exactly at the same speed. I had my first hip surgery at the age of 2. Now that doesn't sound so bad, especially since I don't really remember the surgery itself. What I do remember is that the doctors put me into a cage like crib after my surgery so I wouldn't try to climb out of my bed. I was very resistant to any treatments in the hospital, mainly because they were extremely painful. Quickly, I was known for my rambunctious vocal chords which I exercised by screaming as loud and as long as I could.
By the age of 17 I had 5 more hip surgeries, which confined me for a period of time to a wheelchair. It wasn't the kind of memories I would wish for any child to have. In other words I know what it means to live with pain. As a result of this, I grew up much earlier than the few friends I had. I never really learned how to play and was commonly known for being old-wise, which wasn't meant as a compliment back then. The good part is that I've learned really early on how to empower myself so I can survive and ultimately thrive in this world.
As a teenager I searched for ways to change my life. I had a lot of questions for God and the Universe, and never stopped asking them. With time I've learned to find the blessings in my situation and turn my pain and suffering into a magic wand.
I realize that my story is not the worst in this world and most likely not even as bad as yours. I know that everyone has had their own kind of struggle, pain and suffering to endure. I know that for sure because I am working with the Akashic Records for 22 years and I have heard stories that nobody should have ever had to endure. This world can be a harsh place, if we don't know how to navigate through it.
Most people feel lonely and misunderstood. Many are looking for their life's purpose in the hope to make this life really count. But how many people really know that they are not alone?
Very few people have discovered their true power, purpose and that they are in charge of co-creating their own liveliness.
Creating our own life experiences is not just done by following the law of attraction. The law of attraction holds some very important information for all of us, but it is really only the beginning of our empowerment.
In my experience there are 3 important steps to finding true personal power:
Our true power is unleashed when we understand the root of our problems, challenges and patterns. Very often the problem that we are experiencing is just a cover up of a true emotional issue.
We also need to become aware of the origin of our problems, challenges and patterns. This origin of our issues can be found in many areas as for example, past lives, our early childhood experiences, or energetic cords, just to name a few of them.
We need guidance, instruction and advice on how to switch from the real issue to something we really want to experience. I call that the "to do list".
Let me share with you an example from a real client I have. This will make the whole process easier to understand.
A female client, lets call her Susie, is having an Akashic Record Consultation with me. She is extremely upset and telling me that she wants to get divorced from her husband.
We have all been in situations like Susie, where we are experiencing a problem and focus on it with all of our energy. And then, what happens? Well, I can tell you what doesn't happen. The dilemma never goes away by focusing on the irritation.
This truth applies to all obstacles including financial issues, health problems and even addictions.
I listened patiently to Susie and reassured her that we will find the right solution for her and her family. Then I follow Step 1 and ask in the Akashic Records what the true root problem for her situation is. You have to understand that not everything we are experiencing is the real issue and problem. Very often it just covers up a much deeper issue on our subconscious level. This was the case for Susie. Even though she had issues with her husband and wanted to get divorced, the Akashic Records showed me that her real problem was related to finances.
There was not an obvious connection between these two issues to see at first sight. That's why I continued to work with the Akashic Records who guided me to step 2.
Step 2 examines the origin of the issue!
In Susie's case the AR showed me that during her early childhood her parents had huge arguments about their finances and that it was incredibly difficult for her parents to provide enough to pay their monthly bills. The little girl Susie wasn't able to understand this. She accepted these unhealthy circumstances as normal and assumed that it was natural for spouses to fight over their finances. Today, as a grown up, Susie carries this childhood experience with her hidden in her subconscious, where it is waiting for it's cue to become active again. She and her husband have no actual financial problems. However, whenever Susie had to pay their bills she was starting an argument with him. Why is that? Because she is running her life on some old programming that she's not even aware of. In Susie's mind, her husband is the issue for her distress and therefore she needs to get divorced. When Susie saw the connection, she was overwhelmed by a wave of love for her spouse and couldn't get home quick enough to share the new information with him.
Which leads me to Step 3, the most important step, also called the to-do list.
Susie and her husband created a ceremony for paying their bills. Today, they play Jazz Music and burn a candle. They also place a photo of her parents on the desk, to honor the lesson they have learned. Then Susie pays the bills and her husband mails the checks. Together they look at their finances and celebrate their prosperity. Eight years have passed since then and they are still happily ever married. They also draw much more money to them than they have ever asked for because they've allowed themselves to be empowered by looking at the deep pain stored away on a soul level. As they healed this pain their energy alignment with their truth and their higher purpose. I love stories like this because they transform our pain and struggle into an opportunity of healing and more blessings to be received. Working with the Akashic Records to educate people about their life's purpose and to gain meaning, understanding and love is one of my greatest joys. Trust me, you are never alone and your are much more loved than you could ever imagine.
I am not here to sell any big solution because ultimately, only you can make the choice to elevate yourself. Very often the resistance one is feeling is in direct proportion to the importance of your calling. In other words, the louder your ego says no and comes up with reasons why you can't do this, the more important this decision is for your higher purpose. Unfortunately, it's always like this. My ego makes no exceptions for me either.
Every dream comes with its shadow. Every opportunity is accompanied with fear and resistance. There is no magic herb that will do it for you. You have to make the choice and put your action where your hearts longing is and just do it.
With all my love,